First off I’m a married mother of 2 girls. My husband and I are farm people who were forced to sell our farm and start working in
town.I got a job with a catering house and my Husband John joined the merchant marine and is a crewman on an oil tanker. He’s gone for months at a time and I get so horny without him. I was always and open minded person even though I’ve never seen much of the world. During Johns long absences I’d masturbate regularly to a growing collection of porn tapes.

I was fascinated with interracial porn. I never really met many black people because in our little farming community it’s all white
save for a mexican family here and there. I loved watching well set up young black studs with their thick long cocks plowing into little pink white pussies. When I sent my girls to their grandmothers house for the summer I’d have all night to watch porn and play with my wet cunt, giving myself orgasm after orgasm.
I started to fantasize about black men. Porn stars mainly.

The guys on the tapes. I dreamed about being fucked by Mr Baron a black muscle stud with a 10inch cock. In my dream I was in a submissive doggy
style with my face way down and my ass real high. As he pumped it hard
into me i felt his strong hands grab my long blonde hair. The contrast of our body colors;pale blond and deep ebony exploded with sensuality.
I awoke to a soaked bed. From then on I couldn’t keep my mind off of black cock.

About this time John told me a story about one of his shipmates whose wife was expecting their second child. She went into labor only 3 days before he was to go back out to sea and he felt so lucky that he was ashore for the delivery. He sat with her through 12hours of labor only to see her give birth to a 9lbs 7oz black baby!!
The wife never told him who the father was but she left town soon after with the baby and he divorced her. John told me straight out if I ever cheated with a black man he’d kill me. He said he couldn’t bear the thought of some big black animal having his pleasure with me. But it was the best thing i could think of. The danger of his threat made
my fantasies even more intense.

So when John left for a 3 month voyage and my girls went to their grandmothers I was alone and working 10 hour shifts at the catering house. I was shocked one morning when i came to work to find
a handsome young black man working as a kitchen assistant. My boss said “Pam this is Desean he will be working with us in food prep. Look
after him”.
I smiled weakley and put my apron on. My god I couldn’t believe how gorgeous he was. Tall and muscular he was a dead ringer for one of the guys on my tapes. He smiled openly at me and I felt that he was as strongly attracted to me as I was to him. I’ve got to give myself some credit. With child bearing and age my body became thicker and more voluptuous.My husband calls me double butt because it is twice the size it was when we married but I know that black men like that and especially on a blonde woman. I’ve heard some of the waiters say I have a black girl butt. I love it. I started to dress in ways to show it off and I could see in his eyes that my ass was a prize to Desean.

As the days passed Desean and I played the age old game of seduction. We firted and talked. He was smart and funny but extremely direct, even blunt. He told me his time in the service had taught him that a straight line is the quickest way and soon we were both just saying what was on our minds.
He told me he wanted to fuck me and he didn’t care that i was married.

 His aggression was a little embarassing in a crowded kitchen. He’d always find ways to brush his crotch against my ass or lean over so his arms touched my titts. We laughed about it in private but my boss would have fired us both if he’d ever caught us. Once after hours we were together cleaning up and the boss went out for a smoke. Before I knew it Desean was on me and we kissed and fondled each other like a couple of teenagers at lovers lane.

Desean told me how much he wanted me and I told him how much I wanted him and we planned to meet at my house later. I was going to fuck him in my husbands bed. Down the hall from my childrens room. Luckily I came to my senses and got him to take me to a motel on the edge of town. He went in and I parked the car. If any one saw my car I was dead so I hid it behind a dumpster…

To be continued…